Point of Chaos

A barren
A wasteland
A forest
A dune
A city
A ruins
A blank spot

A point which cannot be comprehended

A place with a history
A point in time where we once triumph
Non existence which was worshiped
Timeless nothingness
What is and what is not
Nothing is still and always still at all times
Unpredictable and random
Which wages war on Logic and Reality
Victory did not matter for What Chaos wanted
Was never fixed , that would just go against its principles

Drowning the Regrets and Sorrows

It was night like this that i hated.... School tomorrow....The day before being too lazy....

And i have trouble sleeping. No matter how many times i closed my eyes i just couldnt sleep. I didnt know why at first, So i did what every else would do... Find something to snack on. I had some fruits in the fridge which i havent ate yet. So i went to chow it down.

It was when i was eating i just had a realization of things... Thinking back... All the foolish shit i done and all the things i got that gones to waste. Truly u wont feel its needed until its all too late. I thought back into time. Further and further.

This was a night where i couldnt drown my feeling of regret and sympathy towards the things that i lost. Wasted and beyond repair... I dont really know what to do except to drown my self with something they call Reality or what others call The Present and in now. No use thinking about the past, its already over nothing u can do to help it.

But what really makes me stronger and closer to my goal is to actually accept it and save what i can.

Looking back

Looking back.....All the things i done till now i would not do it any other way... Given a chance to change it i might... but then again might as well leave it as it is

Mind over matter

No matter what happens mind over matter shall prevail....

6 Bullets

In my hand i have six...
Six rounds of lead...
Six rounds of devastation...
Six rounds of death...

I shot 1 at the sky...
Just to hear the sound...
Of flame metal combustion...
I shot 2 at the shadows...
for thats where shades reside...
I shot 1 at crowd...
just to get them aside...
I shot 1 more at the sky...
For things were getting quiet...
And the last i shot at not...

DONT POKE DA BEAR

DONT POKE THE BEARS DONT POKE THE BEARS DONT POKE THE BEARS DONT POKE THE BEARS DONT POKE THE BEARS DONT POKE THE BEARS DONT POKE THE BEARS DONT POKE THE BEARS DONT POKE THE BEARS DONT POKE THE BEARS DONT POKE THE BEARS

THE CAKE IS A LIE THE CAKE IS A LIE

HL2 Portal Credit song - Still ALive

This was a triumph
I'm making a note here
HUGE SUCCESS
It's hard to overstate my satisfaction
Aperture Science

we do what we must because we can
for the good of all of us except for the ones who are dead
but there's no sense crying over every mistake
you just keep on trying until you run out of cake
and the science gets done and you make a neat gun
for the people who are still alive

I'm not even angry
I'm being so sincere right now
even though you broke my heart and killed me
and torn into pieces
and threw every piece into a fire
as they burned it hurt because I was so happy for you!
Now these points of data make a wonderful line
and we're out of beta, we're releasing on time
so I'm glad I got burned
Think of all the things we learned for the people that are still alive

go ahead and leave me
I think I prefer to stay inside
maybe you'll find someone else to help you
maybe black mesa
that was a joke, haha, fat chance
anyway this cake is great, it's so delicious and moist
look at me still talking, when there's science to do
when I look out there it makes me glad I'm not you
I've experiments to run, there is research to be done
on the people who are still alive

and believe me I am still alive
I'm doing science and I'm still alive
I feel FANTASTIC and I'm still alive
While you are dying I'll be still alive
and when you're dead I'll be still alive
STILL ALIVE, still alive