Point of Chaos

A barren
A wasteland
A forest
A dune
A city
A ruins
A blank spot

A point which cannot be comprehended

A place with a history
A point in time where we once triumph
Non existence which was worshiped
Timeless nothingness
What is and what is not
Nothing is still and always still at all times
Unpredictable and random
Which wages war on Logic and Reality
Victory did not matter for What Chaos wanted
Was never fixed , that would just go against its principles

Drowning the Regrets and Sorrows

It was night like this that i hated.... School tomorrow....The day before being too lazy....

And i have trouble sleeping. No matter how many times i closed my eyes i just couldnt sleep. I didnt know why at first, So i did what every else would do... Find something to snack on. I had some fruits in the fridge which i havent ate yet. So i went to chow it down.

It was when i was eating i just had a realization of things... Thinking back... All the foolish shit i done and all the things i got that gones to waste. Truly u wont feel its needed until its all too late. I thought back into time. Further and further.

This was a night where i couldnt drown my feeling of regret and sympathy towards the things that i lost. Wasted and beyond repair... I dont really know what to do except to drown my self with something they call Reality or what others call The Present and in now. No use thinking about the past, its already over nothing u can do to help it.

But what really makes me stronger and closer to my goal is to actually accept it and save what i can.

Looking back

Looking back.....All the things i done till now i would not do it any other way... Given a chance to change it i might... but then again might as well leave it as it is

Mind over matter

No matter what happens mind over matter shall prevail....

6 Bullets

In my hand i have six...
Six rounds of lead...
Six rounds of devastation...
Six rounds of death...

I shot 1 at the sky...
Just to hear the sound...
Of flame metal combustion...
I shot 2 at the shadows...
for thats where shades reside...
I shot 1 at crowd...
just to get them aside...
I shot 1 more at the sky...
For things were getting quiet...
And the last i shot at not...